Tuesday, April 15, 2014

the pure love of christ

Hola and BUEN DIA!

Well I am just stoked to open up my email today because last week my emails didnt print... therefore it has been two weeks since I got to read of zion and I am just super oober anxious. the life of a missionary eh?  and just to clear things up you can send mem letters. packages no, but letters are still great!  (so no excuses...)

This past week was transfer week and we lucky dogs since we are so far out here we get the special treat of knowing the day before the whole mission. I wasnt nervous until the phone does the vibrating dance and after its nothing but twinching motions. But never fear when they announced that we are SAFE! my comp and I were so flippin excited the photo went flying for a beso and a hug!  the rest is history... the first week is up and I will be honest it started out bitter but ended sweet.  Here in 25 de mayo I have learned a lot, I think that if I were to pick a part in my mission where I really learned to give myself to the work it would be here. I think a big part of it is that when you put to ¨babies¨ together they learn to lean off eachother for support. And in the process we have become the quite the dueling double and the best of friends.  There isnt a day we dont put back our heads and laugh and there isnt a day that we regret. Disappointments and failures si, and there are days when we find ourselves kneeing pleading for forgiveness because we could have done more, but I feel as though I have grown more in these past three transfers than in my whole life. and I can actually feel myself becoming the person I have set out to be. I still have the himilayas to climb obvio but hey the best thing about the hike, is the view from the top!  

Another thing I have really learned here in the land of Mate (the herble nasty) is Love. I love these people. And let me quote something I received in the mail just this past week ¨If you cant teach someone love them, and by loving them maybe you can teach them tomorrow¨ Quote of Sorella Alley.  Well these words on paper have become a reality for me.  We have a lot of eternal investigatores. Most of our pool we ahve had for the whole three transfers I have been here. And I can truly say that I have grown to love these people with all my heart.  And with all of them their journeys have been tough, but with the love we have had for them and more than anything trusting the the Lords timing, they are now progressing.  Marilanna, has been ¨dealt¨ a life thats close to keylime pie... sour. One of the hardest obstacales for her, not having the gift to bear children.  So she adopted, and her son they found him in a box.  I could go on to tell you a million horrible things that this lady has been through to the point of her husband and her becoming ¨atheist¨ but from the first day we found here we testified of eternal families. We testified of Jesucristo and this past week She came to chruch.  Now she knows we have a loving heavenily father, and that when she hurts Christ is crying with her. Now she is remembering her testimony. and when we orginally knocked on her door we were rejected and the second time we knocked we became the first missionaries that she has ever let into her home.  Words cannot describe how much love I have for this woman and for so many of our investigatores. I can witness the difference in the way my companion and I teach. When we have love we teach with the spirit!  For this reason my goal this transfer is Charity, to find it in everything and everyone.  To let the pure love of Christ shine forth, and to make everyone we talk to smile. because when your happy satan is losing. Love is eternal.

I am looking forward to this week, however it will be a challenge. As with Christmas the whole world focuses this season on commercializing vacations.  Yes semana Santa, is a time for family but a family centered in Christ. Just like Christmas there isnt anything greater than having extra excuses to talk about our savior.  HOW HE LIVES TODAY!  and how this life doesnt end when our bodies go beneath the earth. No it is so much more than that! its eternal, it is perfect.  and just incase your questioning,  yes I am planning on dyeing some eggs as well. 

Well I have learned that expressing my weeks feelings in an email is pointness. haha Its fustrating to try and explain with words. they are never sufficent. But I hope you can catch a glimse of my experiences. and well go out and feel what I feel for yourself and then you´ll understand. Happy pre easter.  and remember that I love you!  

¨Y ahora, despues de los muchos testimonies que se han dado de el, este es el testimonio, el ultimo de todos, que nosotros dams de el, !QUE VIVE!  

Go out and TESTIFY!

Hermana Alley 

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