The importance of obedience... obedience brings blessings but perfect obedience yields miracles.
This
week hermana Davis and I learned a few things about the first law of
heaven. I am going to humbly admit that by the end of the day tuesday I
felt a little like enos on my knees asking for forgiveness, for my days
actions. as my comp and I talked we discussed how our day had been
spent, it wasnt horrible... we didnt break any commandment or major
rule, but we werent being obedient either. Really I just felt like a
whole day was wasted, that we could have spent it a lot better.
obisously we all have hours or moments where our natural man takes over
and we arent 100 percent dedicated or conscentrated when we sh ould be
but th is day hit me harder than any of those combined. as missionaries
we teach the steps to rempentance daily and when I was living them
recent I felt a whole new meaning for restitution. in this kind of
situattion what I really needed to do was give back my tin me , khowever
no matter how advanced technolgy gets, its one of Gods inreversable
gifts, it cant be dont. there is no reencarnation, we are given this
life to perpare ourselves and nothing more (alm a 34:32-34) it even hits
you harder in the mission, when the ¨time is far spent and there is
little remaining to publish good tiddings ¨ so if I couldnt give back
time, I decided I needed to give up more of me. Really, I have learned
that in momeonts of disobedience we are being nothing more than selfish.
Our pride is a sign of spiritual weakness. Missionaries can be
obedient without being perfect. The goal isnt t o be perfect , if it
was that would be like setting us up always to faiol. so what is my
goal?
my goal is to prepare myself now to one day
answer the following questions found in alma 5 with confidence,
assuracne, humility, love and honestly. KNowing that my answers will
please my father in heaven, His Son, and my The alley family.
- ¨have you been spiritually born of God¨?¨
-¨h ave you received his image in your countencances?.¨
-¨have you experienced a mighty change of heart.?¨
-¨do you exercise faith in the redemption of him who created you?¨
-¨do you look forward with an eye of faith to s tand before God to be judged according to the deeds done in mortality?¨
-can ye look up to God with a pure heart and clean hands?¨
and
my personal favorite. -¨can you imagine to yourselve the voice of the
Lord saying... come unto me ye blessed, for beyold, your works have been
works of righteousness and I will save you.?¨